One man’s victory is another’s loss
Make it a great day #22
When I was 11 months old, I died. Many who experience near death experiences wake up very sure of why they are here and where there path must lead from this moment. As a child I remember knowing in my entire being exactly where I supposed to go in this life. Somewhere along the way I lost that. That is the unfortunate part of getting that info so young. Life beats you down, parents tell you not to be silly and you start to forget. I have had times in my life where things were very clear and very directed. Whenever I feel like I am being pulled along I always know to follow, it is clear that is the right direction. Maybe my NDE helps me see those moments more clearly and allows me easier access to my spirit guides. I have been fostering this relationship on and off my whole life, but it was only a few years ago that I gained the knowledge to help me understand what that was all about and learn to hone it in.
I long for that knowing I had as a child. I think I have spent the bulk of my life searching for it again. I am sure it was what has drawn me to the tarot, in which I found a true gift. I have done something a bit nutty but sometimes you must just put yourself out there, completely vulnerable, to the universe. I can’t wait to see what comes along as a result.
Five of Swords
Four of Cups
Queen of Wands
While being very focused on the goal of keeping the drama away, you can claim this victory. But, remember that there is more at play here and other people were hurt in the process.
So the old program has fallen apart. I think this reading relates to that. I have been really focused on keeping the drama away and don’t want to bring all those people and all that entails back into my environment. Things are good and maybe I used a bit of influence to make sure this all went the way I wanted it to. I do feel for those families and especially the athletes, but we have been through so much this past year and these people are a big part of why it happened. I have a hard time with people who are willing to manipulate and harm others in order to get what they want and guess what, karma is a bitch. It definitely came back to bite them in the butt. Now, I guess this is reminding me not to turn into them in order to keep them away. I feel confident that I acted with integrity and would do it again, but it is a good reminder to keep an eye on the big picture.